Sweethomechicago

Welcome

I hate you for the way you have made me feel about myself.

I don’t remember the last time I was as exhausted as I am right now. I just wobbled into about 3 walls, tripped getting changed and then struggled to get up the stairs. Time for some well earned sleep now hopefully!

Welcome to my brain.

I have been thinking all day about how weird it is that there is an inevitable point in time where you just won’t exist anymore. Everyone knows they will die one day but it’s just scary how at 12:59 you are full of life and by 13:01 on the very same day that could be it. Gone. You will never exist from that point forward. You are now a past, not a present or a future.

Two steps forward, seven steps back.

10 months later. It would really help my head if I had some answers. Maybe I don’t want them though, maybe the not knowing would be slightly more bearable.

Everything always goes wrong all at the same time.

People keep asking me what my life plan is and it sucks because I don’t have one and I have no idea what I want to do with myself. I know I’m only young but I can’t help but feel like I’m massively running out of time to do anything.