I am so very nearly done with feeling like shit.
Having nightmares about people dying again. Well that’s just marvellous.
I feel really shit at the moment. I don’t like it.
I’m sorry brain but could your mid life crisis not wait until a day when I don’t have to be up in 5 hours.
There is no set pattern to grief, despite what every stupid psych text has told me. There is no time frame that dictates when and how you’ll feel what you feel. You just get to deal with hell however, and whenever, it hits you.
—Jessica Park, Left Drowning (via reading-is—breathing)
That was a lot of unexpected emotion.
For the sake of my sanity and the safety of others around me I need a decent nights sleep in the very near future.
I am a small person dealing with way to many big things at the moment. I just want to sit in the quiet somewhere and have time to deal with it all because right now I feel like I might explode.
I hate you for the way you have made me feel about myself.
I don’t remember the last time I was as exhausted as I am right now. I just wobbled into about 3 walls, tripped getting changed and then struggled to get up the stairs. Time for some well earned sleep now hopefully!